Why am I in love with a cruel and deceitful being?
When I myself am only loving and giving.
To pretend to love without intending,
Is far more dark then a hurtful ending.
Twisting. Turning. Manipulating
Dangerously leads to future complications.
To be treated less worthy than ones worth
Is although unfair, is not the first
How do you have the ability to make me feel the extreme ends of emotion?
I know you’re not right for me but I want and need the commotion.
You’re blocked technologically,
But not psychologically.
All he does it hurt me so why do I still want him?
Am I clinging on to what could be there which just really isn’t… there?
Time has gone by but you’re still what floods my mind.
Every time I allow my thoughts to be free and uncontrolled they escalate.
Do I deserve this pain? And is it me to blame?
I don’t need him, I don’t need him.
He only causes a dull and empty feeling.
So why is he on my mind…
…it’s too late, it’s too late, it’s too late.